Almost Christmas… 18.12.08

I cannot believe that we have already December.  Were did the time go? I am “at home” now since 4 month, that it just awesome. I am scarred how fast time is passing by. We will celebrate Christmas in a few days, but I don’t feel like it at all! I wish I could split myself a part to be at two different places at the same time. On that place what I used to call home, because my friends and family are here. And on the other side I wish I could also be at the place what I call my second home now and where I have been happy for that last couple years!  But I guess that will not happened…that sucks.

I spoke wish my Family on Thanksgiving Day and it made me so happy to talk to them and for this moment I forgot everything around me. And I was just smiling and so happy. After I had finished the call I broke down so badly that I just cried for hours.

I miss my Family and friends in the US so much that it hurts every single moment I think about them. I wonder if that feeling will go away some day and so that I will be able to look back to this awesome time with joy and happiness.

I wish everybody a Merry Christmas a joyful time with a lot of excitements.  Especially surrounded by your family, Friends and all the other people you care for!